It's been a while..

(Forgive me for I seem to have forgotten everything about english grammar once again. Don't judge me.)

Sometimes I get lost. Everyone does. And most of the time it's very very hard to find my way back to where I was. Last  spring (and summer) I found my perfect place. I found a place where I could be myself, where I could be happy. It was pretty much the longest time I've felt this happy in years. I found my path and I was determined to follow it. But things don't always work out the way we want them to, do they?

In October I got my first job. I started working for this local publisher, and it was okay. It even turned out to be great at some point. I met a lot of great people. The job itself wasn't that hard. I grew to love my office and everything about it. I wish it could stay like that forever, or at least for long enough for me to get my life together. Unfortunately, it also didn't go the way I planned. And then I suddenly realized I dedicated all my time to this job. I stopped doing yoga (which is one of my favourite things in life), I stopped doing and dreaming about things I wanted and loved, I stopped being inspired, therefore I stopped writing my blog. I understand this blog wasn't too successful, but still I loved writing here. I loved going through ideas, thinking what could people like to read, what could I share with the world. I love the idea of people reading something I wrote. And I stopped doing that. I stopped writing. And I very much regret it.

So here I am...Starting a new chapter. I hope it still can be successful. I hope I will not fail this time. And even though I know it won't go as planned, here's me trying my best to make my little dream of being some kind of a writer come true. Yes,  it's been a while...but I'm still here. xx