Sometimes Life Gets Hard.

Sometimes life gets hard. It gets dark and unbearable. You almost feel the wieght of all the Universe on your shoulders. The hardest part about it is that you don`t know what to do to make it better, and after a while you don`t even see the purpose anymore. You go down and down and down, you drown until you suffocate. But even then the peace you`re so desperately needing won`t come. You wanna scream, but you don`t have enough strength to scream how you really wanna scream. You wanna punch the walls, but you don`t have enough strength to punch it as hard as you need. You wanna cry, but you don`t have enough tears, and it seems even if you had all tears in the world, it wouldn`t be enough. You lie down wishing to fall asleep at least for some time, but your mind doesn`t want to shut down. And you lie. And wait for the pain to ease. And it never really does. Sometimes life gets hard.